Ambiguous Loyalty

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Lost love,
Broken trust,
Forsaken promises,
Ambiguous loyalty,
Yet I survive,
Forgiving and forgetting again,
Not any regrets, only lessons.

Only lessons, not any regrets,
Again forgetting and forgiving,
Survive I yet,
Loyalty ambiguous,
Promises forsaken,
Trust broken,
Love lost.
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How Will I Know?

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My crippled heart is numb, 
My fractured dreams are shattered,
My hapless tears are dry, 
My overwhelmed soul is battered.

Anticipating your nuzzling affliction, 
On a bed of nails I perpetually wait,
Craving your valuing adoration,
I cuss and curse my catastrophic fate.

Tell me, did I not give in my best?
Oh why, oh why, did it not catch your attention yet?
How can you "smile" when all I do is speculate?
Was it LOVE? Or is it HATE?

How will I know?
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What Do You Want?

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Asking me to stay and then pushing me away,
What do you want?
You say that you love me and then you cry about space,
What do you want?
Wanting me to touch you and then blaming me for overwhelming your heart,
What do you want?
Begging me for intimacy and then charging me with paternalism,
What do you want?
Better make up your mind as I no more can these charades endure,
What do you want?
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From Fable To Feeble

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Once upon a time there was a girl,
Who believed in the transcendental power of love.
Counting upon the million mystical galaxies every night,
Fanciful fantasies of yearning she wove.

Presuming the world to be her safe haven,
She embraced and hailed all women and men.
Selflessly loving all with a heart so pure,
She was in its true sense a fervent Zen.

Expecting reciprocation of her feelings,
She looked upon every single one with equal fairness.
With a soul so beautifully sanctimonious,
She was an unmistakable epitome of sunny brightness.

Spreading jubilation and laughter everywhere she yode,
Her "happy ever after" she did foresee.
Consigning to oblivion, unsighted,
She forgot, this is all just a figment of her imaginary.

This world is no dewy-eyed fairy-tale,
And she was not some Cinderella, not even an enchantress.
The human race is not what she thinks to be,
It is but a congregation of dejection, resentment and bitterness.

Melancholy, with a feeble heart she now survives,
Baring her beaten soul for everyone to see,
Waking up to the brusque reality of life,
That girl is you, that girl is me!
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Will You Catch Me When I Fall?

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Will you catch me when I fall?
Or would you turn your back on and stall?
Will you catch me when I fall?
Saving me from sub-astral calamities,
Will you stand by me in all adversities?
Or would you turn your back on and stall?
When the world mocks and stares at my misfortunes,
Will you take my hands and guide me through this malady?
Will you stand by me in all adversities?
Saving me from displease that creeps from within,
Will you embrace and cradle my broken hopes?
Will you take my hands and guide me through this malady?
When I stumble and collapse in the battle called life,
Will you lift me up and help me soar yet again?
Will you embrace and cradle my broken hopes?
Will you be my "knight in shining armour" shadowing all my imprudent vulnerabilities?
Will you catch me when I fall?
Will you lift me up and help me soar yet again?
Will you catch me when I fall?
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Free Yet Succumbs – If I Were You!

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If I were you
If I was free
Free from materialistic pain
Free of ungodly problems
Problems of unsought love
Problems of a redundant life
Life hurts
Life is demanding
Demanding narcissistic relations
Demanding ego-maniacal you
You so selfish
You so cold hearted
Cold hearted grievous affair
Cold hearted counterfeit alliance
Alliance is unreal 
Alliance is fake
Fake is everything
Fake is your fond touch
Touch me not
Touch not my soul
Soul breaks
Soul craves
Craves for some relevance
Craves for some substance
Substance lacks
Substance misses
Misses the way of life
Misses the spark
Spark weakens
Spark is eventually dead
Dead fancies
Dead is my self-assurance 
Self-assurance cries for help
Self-assurance no one cares to unchain
Unchain my desires
Unchain my dreams
Dreams crash
Dreams fizzle
Fizzle and burn
Fizzle and reduce to ashes
Ashes are meaningless
Ashes are lost
Lost in this world
Lost of any hope
Hope slowly diminishes
Hope eventually succumbs
Succumbs to your comatose assumption
Succumbs to your mindless judgement
Assumption..
Judgement..

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Imperfectly Perfect!

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As my imperfections balance your temporal disappointments,
Our shortcomings become our strength,
Together, you and me, imperfectly perfect.

Fighting life's mortal agony with all our might,
We disavow to give up this prejudiced fight,
As my imperfections balance your temporal disappointments.

Rising above our enduring abnormalities,
Blending our despicable blemishes with diligence,
Our shortcomings become our strength.

Traversing all the high and lows, 
Soaring up against all mundane odds,
Together, you and me, imperfectly perfect!
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Music Saved My Life

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With my head up in the clouds,
Jiving to music so loud.

Pirouetting the night away,
I jump, I dance; my hips I sway.

Absorbed in this melody called love,
Forgetting my worries, I rise up.

Euphoric vibes, ecstatic ambiance,
Thumping beats, roaring quakes and no silence.

There is magic in the way you make me feel,
Oh music! My muse, my world, my answer, my tranquil!
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