When Disappointment Strikes

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With tears in my eyes and an ache within my soul,
The misery that I have refuses to let go,
My "laughter" is dead, perished are my dreams,
How do I survive? I nailed no means!

My fantasies lay submerged, in the deep, dark sea,
I am at my bottom-worst, "Let me be!"
Saving me will only heave you to the Satan's abode,
Let me depart, it's best for all that I go!

I attempted, but all I could accomplish was a catastrophe,
May be I am cursed or have some abnormality,
Are there more like me, disappointed-dismayed?
To Almighty I ask, "Why was I made?"

It's time now, for me to say my goodbyes,
Deliverance unquestionably is a far cry,
With crippled ambitions and strained consciousness,
My life is nothing bounteous than a dreadful mess!
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Everybody Hurts

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Desiring your consideration,
I have cried a million tears.

"Invisible" to your complacency,
I have died a million deaths.

Inconspicuous indulgence!

Your nearsightedness annihilates me, 
I can no longer take this any more.

I wonder how can you be so unseeing,
and my love be so obscure?
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Ambiguous Loyalty

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Lost love,
Broken trust,
Forsaken promises,
Ambiguous loyalty,
Yet I survive,
Forgiving and forgetting again,
Not any regrets, only lessons.

Only lessons, not any regrets,
Again forgetting and forgiving,
Survive I yet,
Loyalty ambiguous,
Promises forsaken,
Trust broken,
Love lost.
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